Bah. Life's been pretty crappy lately.
:crying: I had to go through my grandfather dying and some real emotional problems lately. I don't know why, but I've been depressed.
I think it's because I've gone without my Aein for so long. He even missed my birthday. Thanks -_- ...
Now I'm 18, I feel no different. I'm still waiting for him to send me something, or idk...just a comment/message to make sure that he's alive. :(
I hate thinking he might be ill or something.
:bleh: CHEMISTRY IS STUPID!! I hate that class. I am barely passing with a C- and no matter how much I study, that crap doesn't stay.
This is why I prefer History, English a